| This feeling man, this indescribable feeling. It is always in the back on my head. There are times where it feels like I'm just wasting my time or that person needs to quit messing with my mind. cause I might be falling. if you what i mean. Man, if i wasn''t so scared or maybe having that confidence boost. or just thinking that person isn't really the one for me. I don't know..Also thinking about the people, always being on my back. Telling me NO. like come on.Not a kid anymore. let me live my life.Kind of gets annoying. but yeah. well. love is patience.
God has really made my end of the summer a blast. I've been praying for that "family time" i always wanted. There are some times where I'm always with my friends.Not really with my parents. but i really spend my time with my parents in the end of the summer. Some people don't understand why there are times where i choose not to hang out. but yeah. family is important to me. My parents had their 25th anniversary party and there was a video. A really great video. Im am truly blessed with my parents that God has given to me. I love them so much. They have done so much for me. And i am so grateful. My parents had their 25th anniversary and i am only 18. They waited 7 years for me! Man that was an emotional night. Greatest night i must say. And I also had a chance to get to know my lola from vegas more and my aunt from the Philippines. My cousins and my other relatives were always at my place. Before, back in new york, we would see each other a lot. so it was really great having that time with them. just hanging out, playing songs, and making up songs. All family fun.
I am truly Blessed. one love. |
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| living life nice and slow.
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| We're starting new. It's a new Beginning. Time to move Forward.
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| Man I'm in a really good mood! There's like no more weight on my shoulders! Woohoo for being a free man!
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| It wasn't tears of sadness, but tears of remembrance and reminders on how blessed I am.
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